"December"

I woke up with a bad headache today. I guess I was in the wrong side of the bed. And I guess the rain is telling me something.. like sleep more 'cause I need it. Which reminds me that it's 11:34 PM and I just gotta get to bed fast. I don't even know why I'm writing right now, but you know, this is me.. I write, I say I don't know why, but I do. Besides the next days I don't know if I'd still get the chance to do so. My sister recommended that I try writing articles. The only thing I like about it is that you learn stuff you never knew through research and all that when you try to write something for a specific subject.. plus it's what she does for a living.

Switching to another subject: Why do other guys or even exes suddenly show up in the picture when you're taken and happy? Lol. Seriously, this came out from nowhere. But that's nonsense so I'm not going to expound on that one unless it becomes reasonable. Umm.. let me try another: Is it normal for human beings to be emos? Or does it have to mean that you're a psycho? Lol. That came out from nowhere too. But you know, there're a lot of emos out there (including me) who're full of dramas in their lives and couldn't do anything about it besides cry and feel how fucked up life is for them! This is true. I mean the world's not gonna stop and mourn with us, right? Damn.. what am I talking about..

Okay. I'll try a different one for the third time: Hmm..what do I feel like having this Christmas? I wanna buy myself a digital camera - a sleek one! I don't need DSLRs and stuff - pfft! But am I really that weak to give in to this temptation? Waaaahh!! I'm saving for my travel next year! And there are like millions of temptations surrounding me!! So I don't know yet. I'm thinking about what to give to the one I picked - Manito y Manita, yes. I haven't started with my Kris Kringles yet! Have to make a list for that. Oh. And I gotta think about my final gift too! Plus I have a party coming up on the 11th - okay, I guess it's time for time management and task prioritization. Sucks 'cause I'm too lazy to even think about Christmas. What about my dad's birthday on the 21st? He's turning 60! ..And it reminded me again.. how he tells my sister that he's not sure if he's supposed to be happy or sad or mad this coming season.. :'( I want him to stop taking in those problems and start moving on.. I want him to be happy, just like we all were last year.. :'(

I think I have to sleep now. I'll be having a pretty long day tomorrow.. 12 hours baby, 12 long fucking hours!! Well I hope things work out as planned this weekend anyhow. :) Ciao