Hahahahahahahahahahah. Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
I laugh at life for being ironic. What the hell are we humans living for?! I work, I play, I do stuff and earn, happy or not - what the hell is this all about anyway? Is this supposed to be a big joke?
I laugh about it but I'm not happy about it. I don't see the point why I'm here, living this life, for what? Do we even have to have a reason? So if I do these things or not, so what-?! I mean not that I'm having some troubles with my own..but everything I see and feel is becoming.. pointless.
Everywhere I go, I wonder; everywhere I look, there're lies. Everything I do, I think about how unreasonable it is. I wake up everyday and go to work, I earn and save, I come home, do facebook, eat, chill, sing - everything I do! I don't see the point. And when I sleep, before I try to close my eyes, I think.. "What's the purpose of studying, working, earning, yearning and living? Why do I sleep to wake up early for my responsibilities the next day? Why does life don't make any sense to me? Why is this world like this?" Life, money, education, love, people, all the stupid little things.. why??
Do I need divine intervention for this? Or..am i just in the emo mode? All I know though is that I've been here before. And this place sucks, seriously. The smell is awful. The smell of my dead rotten face.
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