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 They creep in slowly,

      In the deepest, darkest sleep

 They will own you
         ‘til you are spellbound;
 They mislead you
             In your longest, weakest time
 They can consume you
                Then they take you ‘til your down;
 It’s my own shadow, it’s me,
      It’s evil residing in my own body
 It moves me, controls me
         And it eats me up inside;
 I’m spinning all around
              It goes on and on without stop
 I see nothing but ugly
                So I run and hide ‘til I fall out;
 They will kill your soul,
      Thoughts paralyzed, spirits damaged
 They will change you
         And use you then they leave you;
 They whisper things you don’t want to hear
              Like noise echoing overnight
 They are chemicals and poltergeist
                A nightmare, a waste of time
 I feel the fire burning,

      I hear my own voice screaming

 I feel those fingers crawl in

        Then I don’t feel my heart beating;

 I’ve been disturbed, forsaken
              If I succumb, if I lost sanity
 I am murdered by my own hands
                This beast implanted by uncertainty.