Random Thoughts II

In life, there are things we don't like to hear; but sometimes those words are actually what we needed the most. There are people and personalities we get annoyed with; but most of the time those are our carbon copies. There are facts we avoid but you know they're truth we ought to reveal. There are stuff we say we don't wanna see, but we do otherwise. Sometimes, we are tempted to do what we WANT to do even if it isn't the RIGHT thing to do. Sometimes we're just too weak to ignore what other people say about us but still we say the words I don’t care. Sometimes we play deaf and mute because we're angry. Some people find it hard to forget someone they never really had; but then it's even harder to let go of someone who was once yours. Some people think they've aced it when they're with a hot, drop-dead-gorgeous boyfriend/girlfriend. Some people just can't fight for what they have and feel embarrassed when they do. Pathetic, right? There are things in this life we find hard to get over with. Sometimes it takes a lot of courage to face the bullies. And the number one bully in your life is yourself. You think you’re so tough now huh. You always thought about being the invincible that you are and that nobody can get you down, nobody’s gonna make you fall into your knees and bow down; You always thought about being the social that you are and that everybody else looks up to you, and that nobody’s ever gonna find a way into your closet unless you want them to. You always thought about making the best impression outside you forgot about how you really feel inside. You always thought about GETTING more you neglected what’s right there in front of you. You’re too scared to lose potential people you lost the most special one to you instead. You think it’s always good to be proud of yourself you forgot to be humble. You thought she was an ugly witch only to find out you were never actually looking at her. You think you know so much about love you can’t even spell it. This is a general message for a general subject. If we can just let go of all the negative energies and detoxify ourselves from hatred and anger; if we can only beat the struggles of envy and selfishness; if only it was that easy to take everyone out of the shallow water, we will all see how beautiful it is down under. But then again, good things are never achieved that easily. Human as we are, we will always want what makes our lives easier; but you know for a fact every second, every minute of every day that passes there are sacrifices done for all our changing needs. Take a look at how ironic things that people do are, you want a better wage/rate you can’t even welcome new and tougher responsibilities, so you complain how you’re not compensated well; you spend all your life searching and wanting the best and the right partner you haven’t even thought about how to be one, so you think everyone is the ‘wrong’ person; you got the car you’ve been dreaming about yesterday and tomorrow you’re wishing for a limo or a private plane. Think about how tasty these thoughts are for you at first you crossed oceans and climbed mountains for ‘em then think about how fast you get sick of them you wanna spit ‘em out and find replacements. And think about how all your riches will help you when you’re having a heart attack alone in your $100-million-mansion. And this just in: talking about $100 million, imagine how many sick and hungry children could live and study and run around happily. Ah, here I'd go again. Well.. just thoughts.. 

S2S

You, I used to look up to

You, I used to think I was okay with just me and

You, you were the only one I had

We did so many things together and

We exchanged millions of kinds of thoughts in the

summer when

We fought you were ‘the goody’ I was ‘the bad’

So I don’t wanna know how we slipped away

I don’t wanna go back to the day

Nothing’s gonna change, nothing’s gonna help

And I don’t wanna talk about it today

You, I used to be so close to

You, you put up with my zig and my zag and

You, you taught me things I never knew

We went through the good times together and

We sang over thousands of lines and tears in the

winter and

We were moms and babies, monsters and beauties

But I don’t wanna know how we disappeared

Yet I don’t wanna turn back from the day

‘Tho nothing’s gonna change, nothing’s gonna help

I just wanna let you know today

I, I wanna see through you if you see me through

I, I wanna break the walls that broke us two but

I, I feel so weak before I speak so pick,

pick me up like you used to

I don’t wanna know how we slipped away

Today I just wanna meet you halfway

Yea nothing’s gonna change, nothing’s gonna help

But hey, we could be better than yesterday


Yea we could be better than yesterday. -.-